Spoken words of Momo.
Sometime we sit down and want to say something but there is nobody to listen, the world is our ears and the web is our mouth. Just start typing!
Love and the aching heart.
So here’s the straightforward get go of me. I will be 19 soon, I have a G.E.D, I am an assistant apartment manager, and I am in the process of trying to open a business.
Sounds successful? Not really. I don’t care all too much about being rich or making money, being my own boss, etc.
All i truly want is love but just like the 40 year old virgin and probably worse than grandma’s boy. I have only truly dated once. I am a virgin and believe it or not I am waiting to find that girl that makes my heart scream.
Just that…is she really out there? How far will I have to look? How long will I have to wait?
My list? I want a girl who I can lay out on the roof of my house and look at the stars with. Someone I can watch movies with and hold each other. Someone who isn’t high maintenance and is very humble. Someone who I can be cheesy with and have a date as a picnic out on the grass of a park. Someone who I can try to attempt to cook dinner for. (I suck!) Someone who I can stare into her eyes and get lost for hours.
I am wondering is she really out there or am I just going to end up being that 40 year old virgin who never finds love. I really don’t know how long I will have to wait but I want to have someone I can share my heart with now!
I have horrible dating skills and in reality, I am a geeky person who is too afraid to say. Hey I like you! I wasn’t in high school for longer than a month and so the whole dating scene was never apart of my agenda.
Now, I don’t know what to do. How do get her and where to search. So I am stuck here typing and wondering…where are you? When will you show up in my life? Where do I look? My heart is open and I am waiting and looking. Hoping that she will appear in my life.
Maybe I should travel. Go across the world and look for this soul mate of mine. I doubt she is going to come to me. I need to come to her! So I guess that’s what my true destiny in life is. To find my soul mate!
Babe! Who ever you are. I am out in this big world waiting, hoping, and searching for you! My heart yearns for yours.
